Archive | May, 2012

Miss You…

30 May

Hello,hello!! Now I know I haven’t written a post in quite sometime now. The thing is, May has really been a busy and stressful month for me with loads of emotional ups and downs.(Yeah I know what your thinking…Drama Queen!!)

Now, I have been in Bangalore for over two years and all this while I had my Boo by my side.He was there through the rough and jobless days, to the happy and successful days.And now after all this time, he has moved to Mumbai to do his MBA.Initially, I kinda pretended that it was temporary or it wasn’t happening (God what was I thinking!!trying to fool myself).But when the time came for him to actually leave (that happened the last Sunday by the way), my heart sank!!!

Now I’m kinda dealing with the fact and trying to get used to being on my own.At times I feel really good…and at times I just wish he was here.But then I know as well as all of you, that career is very important if you want to be someone and accomplish your dreams.Now I know there are people who will argue that you should do what makes you happy!!!But that doesn’t mean I can shift his college to Bangalore(Oh…how I wish I could!!!!!!) or just pack and leave for Mumbai(I’m too broke to just land up there!!!).Also, I’m on a path in my own career as well and have loads of things to consider….How I hate being a “GROWN UP” I tell you. 😦

So I was sitting and just doodling and scribbling and came up with this kiddish poem, but its still straight from the heart 🙂

P.S.  I know its a bit lame but I like it all the same 😉

MISS YOU

How rarely did I acknowledge how much you mean to me,

Now your miles away and I feel like my life has turned grey

Even though I’m surrounded by people all the time

I miss the voice of that special someone…I know is mine

I know this is something you had to do

But Love!!!All I want to say is “I Miss You

***

Somehow I thought I’d be devastated,

Broken and shattered to a million pieces

But Life goes on, and for that I have to be strong

After all its  just a couple of years

And then we will be together, just as we belong

And yes, I do know this is something you had to do

But Darling!!All I want to say is “I Miss You

This picture was taken at our Christmas party and its one of my favorites

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Brownie Fever!!!!

2 May

“All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn’t hurt.” – Charles M. Schulz

I love chocolate and love is like chocolate. I don’t think I’ve met a single person till date who hates chocolate. When I was a kid my elder sister Giselle would play this game with me and fooled me each time. My dad would come home from work on salary day and get us each a bar of chocolate (mostly Crackle). My sis would say, “OK Pia, let’s have a competition to see who can eat their chocolate faster and that person wins” and I would literally swallow mine down only to see my sister giving me that evil smile, still only on the first bite of her chocolate. In my house whenever there are any sweets either bought by us or gifted from a relative visiting India from abroad, it would be divided into 5 shares, one for Dad, one for Mum, one for Gis, one for me and one for my younger brother Shawn. This was an unspoken rule always…even till this day. Even if I’m in Bangalore, and foreign chocolates were given by someone, my dad will save my share and stash it away( just in case Shawn or mother get greedy). Everyone in my family has a sweet tooth, so needless to say I love any form of cooking that involves sweets.

Baking sort of came naturally to me. I was gifted an OTG for my last birthday and since then I Google recipes and make them (most come out surprisingly well !!!).I have been experimenting with chocolate quite a lot in my baking experiments. Baking is like therapy for me…along with some good music while I bake.

The past week, my office took the team to lunch at BBQ Nation and for dessert, I ate brownies there. This reminded me that I haven’t baked in a long time…not atleast something involving chocolate . So I decided to try it on May 1st, International Workers’ Day. It a holiday for most people in India I guess. Interestingly, I came across a recipe for brownies on the blog of the famous Maria Goretti. I love reading her blog for the amazing food she makes and the way she writes. Somehow reading her blog makes me smile.

Ok, so back to the brownies!!! I had to try this recipe and I hardly had patience. So I went home from work on Monday and decided to give my first try at baking brownies.Even if it was a fiasco, I could try batch two the next day. So I made myself a drink of whisky and began my “Experiment Brownie”!!! Since the next day was a holiday, I had some friends over for the night to watch the big Man City v/s Man Utd. match. So they too were excited will all the smells from my kitchen. After the brownies were baked n cooled down just a bit (I honestly prefer them hot n gooey) I cut pieces for all of them. One of my friends Mahesh took a bite and had this smile and glow on his face and then said” Wow Pia, they are awesome” and I was in heaven.

So I am re-posting Maria’s recipe here for all you guys who want to try it. Now I made a few minor changes here and there but the basic recipe is still the same.

INGREDIENTS
250 gm- Unsalted butter (I use the normal Amul salted butter itself)
200 gm- Cooking chocolate ( I used some kind of Swiss dark chocolate bars I found at Spar Hypermarket)
50 gm- walnuts optional (I love walnuts so I used 100 gm 🙂 )
80 gm- cocoa powder
65 gm – plain flour 
1 tsp baking powder
360 gm- Castor sugar
4 large eggs..I used 5 because we have normal small eggs…
I added a tsp of cardamom essence because I don’t like the smell of eggs to overpower the dish.

PROCEDURE:

Pre- heat your oven to 175-180 degrees.
Line a 9-10 inch pan with butter paper
Melt the butter and chocolate over a double boiler..Or then just zap it in a microwave, taking care not to over do it …..Mix it until really smooth and glossy..
In a separate bowl mix together all the dry ingredients , sieve it and add it to the chocolate nut mix, stir it together really well… 
Beat the eggs in a separate bowl and add to the brownie mix, mixing really well.Then add the walnuts

Put it in a tray and cook it for about 25-30 minutes, or till the mix does not jiggle in the middle..
Be careful not to over cook this, as they should be a little firm n the outside but gooey in the middle..
Allow it to cool…and then Attack!!!

So I hope you like this one and so till my next baking experiment, Au revoir.

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